Thursday, April 10, 2014 ~ 23 is a good number

[LeNeve]

then after an episode, the next day, shes fine like nothing happened. and I'm still stressing hard, and its affecting stuff I do, and that just makes me more pissed off at her. she has the nerve to ruin my day, the pop right back out of ruining mode, and be happy like any other day.

[Joe]

My ex was crazy. She didn't hear voices and shit, but she always thought I was up to something. I can say without joking that I always thought I was going to hurt her and wind up in jail.

[Joe]

and everyonce in awhile I stop drinking. I don't know why, I just do. I haven't had more than 2 or 3 beer at one time in over a month maybe. So I kind get madder at stupid shit that shouldn't happen, and start being a drill seargent around the house, and its usually mostly projected towards her, my kids seem to get things a little better for some reaon.

here's an example of what comes from that
Then she' like why do you always treat me like a little kid,
me: becaue you act like a fucking retard, and need to get your shit together
her:well i'm sorry that my dad died, and it made your life bad.
me; WHAT THE FUCK! THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE!
her: thats becaue your parents are still alive, you will never understand
me: seriously What the fuck ? don't get mad at me becaue my parents kick ass at staying alive. you are giving me a headache, please leave.
her: I'm not going anywhere, this is my house too
me: well no its not actually,my Dad is actually on the deed too, because he's alive, in case something happens.
her: fuck you, you are going down, I'm going to take everything from you, and make you sorry
me: there is another level of shit, thats worse than this one I'm in right now, at this moment , talking to you?

then she thows somehting at me, leaves, I can hear shit getting thrown asaround outside, then she disapears until morning.

Holy shit! I just lived that from 2008 to 2011

[LeNeve]

so I think I'll start drinking again.

[Pete Nice]

and everyonce in awhile I stop drinking. I don't know why, I just do. I haven't had more than 2 or 3 beer at one time in over a month maybe. So I kind get madder at stupid shit that shouldn't happen, and start being a drill seargent around the house, and its usually mostly projected towards her, my kids seem to get things a little better for some reaon.

here's an example of what comes from that
Then she' like why do you always treat me like a little kid,
me: becaue you act like a fucking retard, and need to get your shit together
her:well i'm sorry that my dad died, and it made your life bad.
me; WHAT THE FUCK! THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE!
her: thats becaue your parents are still alive, you will never understand
me: seriously What the fuck ? don't get mad at me becaue my parents kick ass at staying alive. you are giving me a headache, please leave.
her: I'm not going anywhere, this is my house too
me: well no its not actually,my Dad is actually on the deed too, because he's alive, in case something happens.
her: fuck you, you are going down, I'm going to take everything from you, and make you sorry
me: there is another level of shit, thats worse than this one I'm in right now, at this moment , talking to you?

then she thows somehting at me, leaves, I can hear shit getting thrown asaround outside, then she disapears until morning.

Where do the kids go? Do they stay home with you or go with her?

Do you think they realize she is a little loco?

[NussieT]

Pete, if I start to read the Game of Thrones stuff after already watching it on TV am I gonna be bored?

No, I listened to them in the car, but I listened to the first two books after they had already been on TV. I still enjoyed it. I prefer listening to something like that over actually reading it though. Not sure why, but I can retain it better.

I usually download both, but do 80% audio. I need something to listen to while I'm at the gym.

I got 3 books from the girlfriend and listened to them while I worked out. I'm hooked on audio books now. Sadly I didn't know that the shit I was listening to and got hooked on was considered a "Teen book series."

Haha The Divergent series... I haven't read them yet but someone told me they are good

[Joe]

then after an episode, the next day, shes fine like nothing happened. and I'm still stressing hard, and its affecting stuff I do, and that just makes me more pissed off at her. she has the nerve to ruin my day, the pop right back out of ruining mode, and be happy like any other day.

There's so much damage in my house from fists and shit being smashed through walls.

[Beckster]

I foresee a good playoff run for the Wings. And hopefully, a Stanley Cup back in Hockeytown.

While I think they are the 3rd best team in the east, I don't think they have the team to win a cup any more. Even if they make it, the West will eat them up. They are old and don't have a Lidstrom any more or the grit depth that could score that they used to have when they won cups. They could make it far in the playoffs IF they stay healhty and get the right matchups though.

They make for a great underdog now, but I think they have a decent chance. They have been underestimated before.

[Joe]

Haha The Divergent series... I haven't read them yet but someone told me they are good

Dude they were good! Very much like The Hunger Games, but they are also considered a teen series.

[NussieT]

Haha The Divergent series... I haven't read them yet but someone told me they are good

Dude they were good! Very much like The Hunger Games, but they are also considered a teen series.

So was the hunger games... My kids get sent home the book order forms all the time. I'll see if I can get them cheap

[Beckster]

god I hate these accordion style post it notes, I just went to pull one off, anfd the pad turned into a slinky and dove towards the floor.

:roflmao:

[Beckster]

Fill us in bro, use us to get all the demons out, no homo

you remember a few years ago, when she went literally psychotic, and was halucinateing shit, and hearing shit. She was good for a few years, and all of a sudden, its the same. I told her to leave and don't come back with a doctors permision, and a bottle full of pills, and then I told her that if she kept being that way, around me, she was putting her life in danger.

I don't think she realizes the amount of rage I have building upover that shit. like at the peak of this whatever it is, I was imagining hitting her with something, like a bat, or the butt of a rifle, and saying, see, I fucking told you to stop. and i wasn't even feeling badthinking that way.

Maybe it's time to slip some meds into her food to mellow her out.

[Beckster]

and everyonce in awhile I stop drinking. I don't know why, I just do. I haven't had more than 2 or 3 beer at one time in over a month maybe. So I kind get madder at stupid shit that shouldn't happen, and start being a drill seargent around the house, and its usually mostly projected towards her, my kids seem to get things a little better for some reaon.

here's an example of what comes from that
Then she' like why do you always treat me like a little kid,
me: becaue you act like a fucking retard, and need to get your shit together
her:well i'm sorry that my dad died, and it made your life bad.
me; WHAT THE FUCK! THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE!
her: thats becaue your parents are still alive, you will never understand
me: seriously What the fuck ? don't get mad at me becaue my parents kick ass at staying alive. you are giving me a headache, please leave.
her: I'm not going anywhere, this is my house too
me: well no its not actually,my Dad is actually on the deed too, because he's alive, in case something happens.
her: fuck you, you are going down, I'm going to take everything from you, and make you sorry
me: there is another level of shit, thats worse than this one I'm in right now, at this moment , talking to you?

then she thows somehting at me, leaves, I can hear shit getting thrown asaround outside, then she disapears until morning.

It's like the same argument everytime except now it's her dad died.

[Joe]

Fill us in bro, use us to get all the demons out, no homo

you remember a few years ago, when she went literally psychotic, and was halucinateing shit, and hearing shit. She was good for a few years, and all of a sudden, its the same. I told her to leave and don't come back with a doctors permision, and a bottle full of pills, and then I told her that if she kept being that way, around me, she was putting her life in danger.

I don't think she realizes the amount of rage I have building upover that shit. like at the peak of this whatever it is, I was imagining hitting her with something, like a bat, or the butt of a rifle, and saying, see, I fucking told you to stop. and i wasn't even feeling badthinking that way.

Maybe it's time to slip some meds into her food to mellow her out.

Sounds like the kind of crazy shit you hear about after she drives the car into a lake with the kids. I'd really concerned.

[LeNeve]

oh yeah, my kids can see the crazy. The kids and I, we always have a little safety meeting, when shes in that mood, on what to say or what not to say, so she won't start fighting with me.

oh but I'm the horrible dad, that never wants to spend time with his kids. no, not true, I just don't want to be around her. so thats automatically, countsa s neglect I guess. I spend alot of time with them, we just don't include her, because she sucks most of the time..